A game of reword with Melanie

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MY FAVORITE ONE THAT WE DID:
Q:My goal in life is to make you fall in love with me. It always has - since we were the best of friends and even now when you don't even talk to me anymore.

A:i made a mistake. i let my best friend become my enemy by falling in love with her. She returned the love to me and i let her go. Only because i was scared that are relationship would destroy our friendship. I put everything into not thinking of her and the mistake i made of letting her go, but consistently thoughts of how we talked at night like there was no tomorrow run throught my mind. I want to tell her that i lover her but i'm to scared to hear her say that she moved on. i guess this confusion is something i deserve for letting the perfect women end up with the wrong man.

MELANIE'S SENTENCES ARE THE Q'S AND MY REWORDED SENTENCES ARE A'S:

Q:I don’t know what your plans are regarding you and I… Just know I will always love you.

A:love you i will, your plans are regarding you and I, just know always what i dont know will hurt me.

Q:i wish i held your hand when you offered them to me, it sucks knowing that that moment might be the first and the last.

A:the first and last moment you offered your hand was when i wished u knew who i was really thinking of

Q:I hate seeing her now. Not because I hate her, per say, but because she's so beautiful and things ended so badly. She'll never do better.

A:i hate her not because i'm seeing her now, but because i hate doing better even while i still think she's beautiful.

Q:I know I hurt you. I understand you don't want me in your life anymore. But I really miss you. I miss the way you think, the way you are and the way we were together.

A:way i miss you it hurts because when together u make me think i am your life so you understand how i hurt because you are who i miss

Q:If you think I never loved you, I did. Every single moment.

A:Every single moment i loved you i never thought you would do the same

Q:to be honest, sometimes i wonder what could've happened if we still went on and continued what we had. i just want you to be happy.

A:sometimes you want to be happy and i wonder if letting u to go was what my heart honestly wanted to say

Q:I want to kiss you in the rain. Just once.

A:just once i want to cool my burning love in the rain with a kiss with you

Q:I really love it when you cup my face with your hand. I just hate how you like to rush into making out.

A:holding your hands makes my heart rush, but i love it. Even when i close my eyes when making out, my face is still smiling from your love.

Q:You just told me you will love me forever. But i know once i move all of that will change.

A:even if my heart moves away to someone else it stays the same because forever i'll love you even if you told me different

Q:before i met you, i slept diagonally. but now, even when you're not around, i only sleep on one side of the bed.

A:your not around but my memories of when i met you are stuck. Even if you move still they stay. I sleep now diagonally, but only to fill the side of the bed that u once use to fill.

Q:there isnt a day i dont think of you. i know what ive done is unforgivable but i'm still in love with you. and every day your gone makes me realize it more.

A:the days i think of you should be unforgivable, but they come to me as i realize i love you still. Even Though your gone these days i realize my heart forgives and now ur unforgettable

Q:I still can't get over my first love. But I wonder, maybe it's because I haven't been in love for the second time yet?

A:i wonder does my first love resemble my second? is it because when in love you try to replicate what the first was like?

Q:everyone wonders why i still try so hard to be your friend again, why i still think i have a chance, and why i still love you despite everything you've done to me. and honestly it's because i still believe that there will come a day where you realize you don't love her, there'll come a day where you can no longer deal with the way she treats you, and that'll be the day we can finally be happy together

A:though u deal with the way she treats u. I know u only do it to fill that void of when we were happy together. Despite everything u done to me being your friend is as close as i can get to being with u again. You make me wonder does being with me make you feel worse then missing me?

Q:I love you too much. I don't understand why you haven't seen it in my eyes yet. I just want to have you in my life forever.

A:i know i'll see you forever cuz when i close my eyes i still picture your face because i love you to much. Which makes me surprised at the fact that you havent seen it in my eyes because sometimes i feel as if everytime I do close my eyes you’ll still be there in my thoughts.

Q:Sometimes I think I'm not good enough for you. Sometimes I think maybe SHE was better for you. You both seem to have much more in common and it makes me feel nauseated thinking about it.

A:Though your my cure for me being love sick it seems like u found your own medicine to treat you better. Sometimes i think my own love wont be good enough for you to take. So dont overdose on her because just like you she might find a better cure.

Q:I wish you'd stop loving her, that way at least when I die of loneliness I know that we could have at least been great together.

A:dying alone isn't worse then being alive and knowing you wont stop loving her. Save me from this lonely death and keep me alive knowing you love me.

Q:its been about a year we’ve been broken up. & i don't love you any different, or any less. Tell me, what do i do to get over you?

A:In a year i loved others differently, yet my love for u stayed the same. Why is this? Is it cuz my heart is in such denial that ur gone that it wont realize what it truely needs to do? which is to get over you.

Q:My mind and heart are insanely impatient to fall in love again.

A:my love is impatient. It turns my mind insane cuz i rush and fall, but what i dont realize is that no one is catching me from these instant accidents

Q: i dont know how to work it out with you. you’re so confusing and i’m so insecure, and yet, no matter how much i feel i’m so unhappy with you.. i’m so much more miserable without you. i’m stuck. sometimes i want you to let me go, and when you do, it kills me. you seriously drive me crazy.

A:i know time heals, but this time seems to go slow which makes the pain drive me crazy. The unhappy and miserable emotions i feel are overlapped by the joy from are past. Why does time heal that unhappy and miserable emotion quicker than the pain i feel when your gone? Why am i stuck in time? Why am i stuck on you? Why won’t my emotions let u go and keep me from being confused?

Q:I’m tired of looking for that special guy, from now on I’m just gonna stop looking and let love find me because good things come to those who wait.

A:i wait and hope that special person will come to me. But then i realize what happens if that person did the same? Will she keep searching for me? Will true love really be truly found or is true love a lost cause just like my lost love?

Q:No one will ever love me like you do, but could I love another more than you? I can't decide if I really want to spend forever with you. I just wish you'd act your age more often

A:Forever in love is along time. though i decided i want to spend forever with you i'm not sure if time will change your maturity. Then again we do have forever, or will i live in regret thinking of another that i could have spent my eternal emotions with.

Q:I'm still waiting for you to change. In this time of waiting all I've done is let my feelings for you fade little by little. Now I'm lying to you and myself about how I truly feel.

A:I'm lying to you about how i truly feel because little by little i wait for you to change. I know a person only changes if they want to not because u tell them to, but i hope if i tell you how i feel you would want to change.

Q:Sometimes I don't even know anymore if my feelings for someone are real or not.. if I've fallen in love with a person or just with their kindness.

A:i question love at times and even myself. Since my first "love" left me lost by fooling me with kindness just to pretend he was in love. I question everyones kindness and ask myself...what does love really feel like? Is it the aftermath of pain or is it the false kindness that someone once gave me?

Q:You cut me out of your life and quite frankly I don't know what i did. We all just don't get it. Personally i just wish you would grow up. Thanks.

A:out of the blue u cut me out of your life with me not knowing why. One day i hope you grow up and realize how childish ur decision was but by that time comes it might be to late.

Q:I always promised myself to keep someone who meant as much to me as you do, but I never counted on other people interfering. Years on, I still compare everyone to you, and I wish that everyone I meet, friends or more, well I just wish they were you.

A:i know things wont be the same, but i still search for someone else who would replace ur significant place by my side and at times i feel as if its almost impossible. they say love is when no matter what the reason u wont let that person go, but i let someone interfer and my grip loosened.

Q:Remember when you told me you wanted me to lay on your couch with you? I'd still take you up for that

A:the offer that i once found ridiculous i now cherish more then anything, because those little things like laying on the couch with u seem so different now that i'm layin alone. I wish u were her to ask me to fill that extra space still.

Q:I'm sorry for pushing you away. I'm afraid that if I let anyone in, I'll only get hurt.

A:my heart is fragile and at times i'm cautious because letting just anyone in will only lead to them breaking my heart again. Since my past relationships ended all the same i'll always end up pushing you away and deep down i just hope you push back so i can stay way from these mistakes.