Issues that need some answers:

issue 1: For the past two days i been feeling like i was dreaming, but i think its not really a bad thing. These dreams that i been living out is something that i wanna keep repeating. A dream that i would prefer to become a reality. We spent halloween together till like 1 in the morning and i'm starting to like her more then just friends. Yet, i'm nervous to ask her how she feels towards me. "I'm not one of those people that tells others how i feel cuz i dont wanna make are friendship strange" is the words she told me when we first started talking. So i guess its best if i keep things the way they are instead of making it weird for the both of us. How i can just meet a person and automatically open up to her? Now i'm starting to build feelings towards her and beginning to think that it might be a bad thing. I'm not sure if she has the same intentions of being more than just friends like i do. Even though i get the signs that she does. She might just be one of those kind of people that are like that toward all her friends.

Issue 2: so i promise my mom that i would be home early today cuz i been spending a lot of time out of the house. Afterwards, I end up chilling at Jay's house for a bday thing for my "brother" jesse. I end up staying there till about 1 which isnt early like i promised. "you better figure out what your doing or you can figure out some where else to stay" is a very nice statement i hear from my father when i get home. Very welcoming dad it really is....well, what else do i expect to hear from the man after not talkn to him for a month or two.

Issue 3: I had a dream last night that i thought i should really try to analayze and understand. Honestly, its probably the most weird and confusing dream i ever had. i'm sitting down on a chair and looking at my friends talk and have a normal conversation. Then out of no where she comes to me and says "hey, bae whats wrong?" and i stay completely quiet. Then suddenly she walks around the chair and places her head one my shoulder and hugs me. it felt real and i truthfully wanted it to be. Even though i'm moving on and losing feelings for you that dream really is keeping me from progressing further. I really wonder why i dreamed that...