The Past:

Damn i haven't blogged for a little while now. I been thinking a lot lately about my dance crew for some reason. Its probably because they are performing soon and i wont be able to part take in the event. Some times i miss the good old days when i use to be in high school and would be able to chill with everyone during and after school. Exactly a week from now is the annual pep rally at Central High school where my crew made our very first performance. It was probably the best feeling(emotion) in the world when we performed in front of the majority of the school together. Honestly, i know that their will be a day that we will all perform together as a group (Me, Tony, David, Raymund, John, Robby, David, and Kevin.), But for now i'll just have to wait for all of us to get together again.



In other news i have been up to a bunch of nothing but just dancing and trying to study for school. I had several failing attempts at this thing people call studying because of my ADD that i claim to have. I recently seen a good friend that i barely talk to anymore and it wasn't that bad of an in counter. Last i remember me and her werent on that good of terms but i guess she forgot all about it because she hugged me mad hard and gave me a kiss on the cheek like five times. Another friend i talked to recently seems to be doing good also. We talked last night on the phone for a little while and it was good to hear her voice again. Funny stuff, we laughed mad times on the phone for like every little thing. She answered and i was like "GOOD MORNING!!!" and her mom heard me because she was near by. Her mom started to laugh at my funny hello to her daughter.

Today i seen a really odd video of turtles having sex because my friend *cough* Melanie *cough* sent it to me. I watched it and started to laugh really hard...disturbing and weird, yes, but also very funny. Animals these days. I finally finished the Choreography to the song Case of you by Omarion featuring Jackie boyz. I like it but i still gotta touch up on a few things with it. I really wish the group at Central Performs at this pep rally because it means a lot to me if they would.



Damn i'm like writing a novel now cuz i havent blogged in a while, but i'm almost done. so this week now that the college people are going on vacation i want the group to spend as much time together as possible so that we can make some versus crew footage together. We already have a funny video with me, David, and boronny when i moved abruptly to save my noodles i was eating...good times. Oh yea, i mad another long video with funny clips and me dancing check it out when you have time. K now i'm done.

Good day:

So today was actually a really good. My Bio teacher didnt show up so his assistant(Mr. Wilson) taught the class. Wilson is mad cool and kept the class alive unlike the original teacher who usually puts me to sleep. Then later i found out that my business math class was ending early so i only was there for a half hour. So i ended up chillin in the gym practicing some new choreography i been working on. Afterwards, i went with jay, patty, and kendrick to staples to find some stuff for are HDFS project which was mad fun cuz we were singing in the car. Jay started to play some rap music and kendrick was mimicing the words to people walking by on the sidewalk. We met up with Cassie after that so that we can work with her on the project. We spent the rest of the day just messing around with the project and trying to make a commercial for our invention we created. Through this whole day mad stupid stuff happen to make me laugh.


MY HDFS GROUP

First Collabo with Fresh Pheanz:

So today at like 8 i get a random call from Ink asking me to go with him to perform for the first time with his crew and in a club. It was a cool experience cuz i'm with a small group of people with prior dance experience, proffessionals, and have a huge reputation. I have a feeling little by little if i keep doing things like this i'm gunna be a well known dancer in no time. The feeling of dancing infront of a bunch of teenagers at the club while its someones birthday is a big step forward especially since it was with fresh pheanz. I Was really hoping Menace would show up though cuz i havent performed with that dude since like pep rally. At the party i seen the most random person in the world that i didnt expect to see at the club. My friend Jeremy, havent seen that dude in person for like a year now. He was surprised to see me there i'm thinking its cuz the last time i seen him i wasnt spinning on my head or doing crazy arm waves. So i chilled there for awhile to celebrate the moment. Afterwards, i was a little tired so i decided to catch up with my chilling time with linda. so i called her up and she picked me up at taco loco so we can chill at her house and hang out for a couple of hours. Her sisters car is beyond sexy....its mad hooked up and its like my dream car now lol. Well now that i'm home and listen to Melanie's blog song i'm ago night night...ZzZzZz

Issues that need some answers:

issue 1: For the past two days i been feeling like i was dreaming, but i think its not really a bad thing. These dreams that i been living out is something that i wanna keep repeating. A dream that i would prefer to become a reality. We spent halloween together till like 1 in the morning and i'm starting to like her more then just friends. Yet, i'm nervous to ask her how she feels towards me. "I'm not one of those people that tells others how i feel cuz i dont wanna make are friendship strange" is the words she told me when we first started talking. So i guess its best if i keep things the way they are instead of making it weird for the both of us. How i can just meet a person and automatically open up to her? Now i'm starting to build feelings towards her and beginning to think that it might be a bad thing. I'm not sure if she has the same intentions of being more than just friends like i do. Even though i get the signs that she does. She might just be one of those kind of people that are like that toward all her friends.

Issue 2: so i promise my mom that i would be home early today cuz i been spending a lot of time out of the house. Afterwards, I end up chilling at Jay's house for a bday thing for my "brother" jesse. I end up staying there till about 1 which isnt early like i promised. "you better figure out what your doing or you can figure out some where else to stay" is a very nice statement i hear from my father when i get home. Very welcoming dad it really is....well, what else do i expect to hear from the man after not talkn to him for a month or two.

Issue 3: I had a dream last night that i thought i should really try to analayze and understand. Honestly, its probably the most weird and confusing dream i ever had. i'm sitting down on a chair and looking at my friends talk and have a normal conversation. Then out of no where she comes to me and says "hey, bae whats wrong?" and i stay completely quiet. Then suddenly she walks around the chair and places her head one my shoulder and hugs me. it felt real and i truthfully wanted it to be. Even though i'm moving on and losing feelings for you that dream really is keeping me from progressing further. I really wonder why i dreamed that...

Its crazy how things change in only a few days

So i just met this girl and now i'm spending time with her. Shes mad cool and i seem to find her to be the closes person to perfect. I speak at a low tone of voice but she still makes out the words i say, she's independent and able to hold things down on her own, she seems to know how to perfectly react to everything i do, and she makes me smile just from being around her. We ended up meeting up at central and didnt know what to do since it was are first time chilling with just us two. So we went back to her house so she can teach me how to skateboard...since idk how and she does. We spent a good half hour trying to get me on the skateboard and another half hour trying to get me to move. Lol it took me a while, but she didnt mind. After like two hours of skateboard lessons we sat down and talked to each other for another two hours. I tried hard to get her to smile, but it just didnt work lol maybe next time.


NOW THAT I CAN RIDE A SKATEBOARD I JUST NEED TO LEARN TRICKS.

Today's show

Man i got to visit my dance group today. It was a little frustrating cuz i had to stop by to help them out....and certain ppl dont know how to stay on track. A.D.D. i swear lol. Hopefully they get everything set up and ready cuz their show is very soon. but, Today was the first time i performed with out Versus crew. It came out really well and i'm glad how everything turned out. lol Now i'm cool enough to say hi to certain people in the hallway [insider]. we had mad fun doin it even though the DJ messed up with the music its ok. Lol seeing Jay with that yellow bunny from that cartoon really made up for it. I think i made another really close friend today. I got to really talk to her a lot and i ended up walkn her to her car...i think i should learn how to drive. STAY TUNED I'LL TRY TO GET THE VIDEO FROM TODAY'S PEFORMANCE AND POST IT ON HERE. :)



NO MATTER WHO ELSE I PERFORM WITH ITS NEVER GUNNA BE AS MUCH FUN WITH OUT THESE GUYS.

peacoat freddy

This was the other day with X-factor's crew. We were practicing for the show that we have tomorrow...or shall i say today. I'm suppose to be getting my sleep cuz "i have to be wide awake so that my swagger and body is at its peak", right melanie? lol
This is the first time that i'm performing with another group. Its a little weird, but its something i have to get use to cuz i have to do this a lot in the future.
Its not the same dancing with a different group that isnt all asian its a little strange....i miss my asian crew. Versus crew got like madd performances coming up soon; sacred heart, asian night, pep rally, milford mall, a performance with a dance company,and others. There is also a possiblility that i might be on BET for 106 & park with the X-factors crew. I cant wait were makin a name for ourselves little by little. I'm gunna make it one day....oh yea, thanks yaya for the peacoat Lmao.

Hmmmm A little about me

My birthday is March 25.

I have an addiction to dancing.

I tend to day dream about a lot of random things from time to time.

I have a small case of ADD when it comes to studying.

At times i speak at a low tone of voice.

I have stage fright, yet i still dance on stage anyways.

I'm more asian than i am hispanic...sad, i know

I probably know more asian dialects than total number of spanish words.

When listening to music i have a habit to over think the lyrics to the song.

At times i over analyze everyday situations, but seem to come to the wrong answers still.

Even though i probably just started dancing I feel like i'm always playing catch up with people who been doing things for years.

I respect anyone who is willing to respect me back.

I'm a very hard person to get mad, but when angry its not a good thing.

I highly agree with this statement "I’m not sure if i’ve ever LOVED anything for the notion of love is still unclear to me"

I have a habit for being lazy, but i have high standards for my future....so i think i should fix that habit soon.

At times i look like a mean or rude person because i'm always "serious looking."

The truth is i'm a very nice person who is glad to meet anyone.

I enjoy learning about other people because they live a life that I will never have lived.

So It makes me wonder what it would be like to live in their shoes.

I'm the type of person that has big dreams and aims to turn them to reality because i find it pointless to sit around thinking about it.



SOMETIMES ITS GOOD TO THINK OUTSIDE THE BOX CUZ MY THOUGHTS ARE WHAT KEEP ME ENTERTAINED ^-^

A game of reword with Melanie

l0vegoes0n is available (9:49:05 PM)

MY FAVORITE ONE THAT WE DID:
Q:My goal in life is to make you fall in love with me. It always has - since we were the best of friends and even now when you don't even talk to me anymore.

A:i made a mistake. i let my best friend become my enemy by falling in love with her. She returned the love to me and i let her go. Only because i was scared that are relationship would destroy our friendship. I put everything into not thinking of her and the mistake i made of letting her go, but consistently thoughts of how we talked at night like there was no tomorrow run throught my mind. I want to tell her that i lover her but i'm to scared to hear her say that she moved on. i guess this confusion is something i deserve for letting the perfect women end up with the wrong man.

MELANIE'S SENTENCES ARE THE Q'S AND MY REWORDED SENTENCES ARE A'S:

Q:I don’t know what your plans are regarding you and I… Just know I will always love you.

A:love you i will, your plans are regarding you and I, just know always what i dont know will hurt me.

Q:i wish i held your hand when you offered them to me, it sucks knowing that that moment might be the first and the last.

A:the first and last moment you offered your hand was when i wished u knew who i was really thinking of

Q:I hate seeing her now. Not because I hate her, per say, but because she's so beautiful and things ended so badly. She'll never do better.

A:i hate her not because i'm seeing her now, but because i hate doing better even while i still think she's beautiful.

Q:I know I hurt you. I understand you don't want me in your life anymore. But I really miss you. I miss the way you think, the way you are and the way we were together.

A:way i miss you it hurts because when together u make me think i am your life so you understand how i hurt because you are who i miss

Q:If you think I never loved you, I did. Every single moment.

A:Every single moment i loved you i never thought you would do the same

Q:to be honest, sometimes i wonder what could've happened if we still went on and continued what we had. i just want you to be happy.

A:sometimes you want to be happy and i wonder if letting u to go was what my heart honestly wanted to say

Q:I want to kiss you in the rain. Just once.

A:just once i want to cool my burning love in the rain with a kiss with you

Q:I really love it when you cup my face with your hand. I just hate how you like to rush into making out.

A:holding your hands makes my heart rush, but i love it. Even when i close my eyes when making out, my face is still smiling from your love.

Q:You just told me you will love me forever. But i know once i move all of that will change.

A:even if my heart moves away to someone else it stays the same because forever i'll love you even if you told me different

Q:before i met you, i slept diagonally. but now, even when you're not around, i only sleep on one side of the bed.

A:your not around but my memories of when i met you are stuck. Even if you move still they stay. I sleep now diagonally, but only to fill the side of the bed that u once use to fill.

Q:there isnt a day i dont think of you. i know what ive done is unforgivable but i'm still in love with you. and every day your gone makes me realize it more.

A:the days i think of you should be unforgivable, but they come to me as i realize i love you still. Even Though your gone these days i realize my heart forgives and now ur unforgettable

Q:I still can't get over my first love. But I wonder, maybe it's because I haven't been in love for the second time yet?

A:i wonder does my first love resemble my second? is it because when in love you try to replicate what the first was like?

Q:everyone wonders why i still try so hard to be your friend again, why i still think i have a chance, and why i still love you despite everything you've done to me. and honestly it's because i still believe that there will come a day where you realize you don't love her, there'll come a day where you can no longer deal with the way she treats you, and that'll be the day we can finally be happy together

A:though u deal with the way she treats u. I know u only do it to fill that void of when we were happy together. Despite everything u done to me being your friend is as close as i can get to being with u again. You make me wonder does being with me make you feel worse then missing me?

Q:I love you too much. I don't understand why you haven't seen it in my eyes yet. I just want to have you in my life forever.

A:i know i'll see you forever cuz when i close my eyes i still picture your face because i love you to much. Which makes me surprised at the fact that you havent seen it in my eyes because sometimes i feel as if everytime I do close my eyes you’ll still be there in my thoughts.

Q:Sometimes I think I'm not good enough for you. Sometimes I think maybe SHE was better for you. You both seem to have much more in common and it makes me feel nauseated thinking about it.

A:Though your my cure for me being love sick it seems like u found your own medicine to treat you better. Sometimes i think my own love wont be good enough for you to take. So dont overdose on her because just like you she might find a better cure.

Q:I wish you'd stop loving her, that way at least when I die of loneliness I know that we could have at least been great together.

A:dying alone isn't worse then being alive and knowing you wont stop loving her. Save me from this lonely death and keep me alive knowing you love me.

Q:its been about a year we’ve been broken up. & i don't love you any different, or any less. Tell me, what do i do to get over you?

A:In a year i loved others differently, yet my love for u stayed the same. Why is this? Is it cuz my heart is in such denial that ur gone that it wont realize what it truely needs to do? which is to get over you.

Q:My mind and heart are insanely impatient to fall in love again.

A:my love is impatient. It turns my mind insane cuz i rush and fall, but what i dont realize is that no one is catching me from these instant accidents

Q: i dont know how to work it out with you. you’re so confusing and i’m so insecure, and yet, no matter how much i feel i’m so unhappy with you.. i’m so much more miserable without you. i’m stuck. sometimes i want you to let me go, and when you do, it kills me. you seriously drive me crazy.

A:i know time heals, but this time seems to go slow which makes the pain drive me crazy. The unhappy and miserable emotions i feel are overlapped by the joy from are past. Why does time heal that unhappy and miserable emotion quicker than the pain i feel when your gone? Why am i stuck in time? Why am i stuck on you? Why won’t my emotions let u go and keep me from being confused?

Q:I’m tired of looking for that special guy, from now on I’m just gonna stop looking and let love find me because good things come to those who wait.

A:i wait and hope that special person will come to me. But then i realize what happens if that person did the same? Will she keep searching for me? Will true love really be truly found or is true love a lost cause just like my lost love?

Q:No one will ever love me like you do, but could I love another more than you? I can't decide if I really want to spend forever with you. I just wish you'd act your age more often

A:Forever in love is along time. though i decided i want to spend forever with you i'm not sure if time will change your maturity. Then again we do have forever, or will i live in regret thinking of another that i could have spent my eternal emotions with.

Q:I'm still waiting for you to change. In this time of waiting all I've done is let my feelings for you fade little by little. Now I'm lying to you and myself about how I truly feel.

A:I'm lying to you about how i truly feel because little by little i wait for you to change. I know a person only changes if they want to not because u tell them to, but i hope if i tell you how i feel you would want to change.

Q:Sometimes I don't even know anymore if my feelings for someone are real or not.. if I've fallen in love with a person or just with their kindness.

A:i question love at times and even myself. Since my first "love" left me lost by fooling me with kindness just to pretend he was in love. I question everyones kindness and ask myself...what does love really feel like? Is it the aftermath of pain or is it the false kindness that someone once gave me?

Q:You cut me out of your life and quite frankly I don't know what i did. We all just don't get it. Personally i just wish you would grow up. Thanks.

A:out of the blue u cut me out of your life with me not knowing why. One day i hope you grow up and realize how childish ur decision was but by that time comes it might be to late.

Q:I always promised myself to keep someone who meant as much to me as you do, but I never counted on other people interfering. Years on, I still compare everyone to you, and I wish that everyone I meet, friends or more, well I just wish they were you.

A:i know things wont be the same, but i still search for someone else who would replace ur significant place by my side and at times i feel as if its almost impossible. they say love is when no matter what the reason u wont let that person go, but i let someone interfer and my grip loosened.

Q:Remember when you told me you wanted me to lay on your couch with you? I'd still take you up for that

A:the offer that i once found ridiculous i now cherish more then anything, because those little things like laying on the couch with u seem so different now that i'm layin alone. I wish u were her to ask me to fill that extra space still.

Q:I'm sorry for pushing you away. I'm afraid that if I let anyone in, I'll only get hurt.

A:my heart is fragile and at times i'm cautious because letting just anyone in will only lead to them breaking my heart again. Since my past relationships ended all the same i'll always end up pushing you away and deep down i just hope you push back so i can stay way from these mistakes.

Past Conversations

I CAME ACROSS THESE CONVOS THAT I HAD WITH PATTY THIS YEAR...IDK THEY ARE MAD FUNNY SO I THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE THEM:

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

InfmsB b y7 (10:19:55 PM): if u recycle there is a difference
InfmsB b y7 (10:19:57 PM): right?
angelicscars0927 (10:24:30 PM): absolutely lol
InfmsB b y7 (10:24:48 PM): but what happens if i dont recycle and like burn it for them
InfmsB b y7 (10:24:55 PM): is that still the right choice?
angelicscars0927 (10:25:06 PM): no that'd be bad
InfmsB b y7 (10:25:58 PM): why?
angelicscars0927 (10:26:07 PM): cause you should recycle instead
angelicscars0927 (10:26:09 PM): not burn them
InfmsB b y7 (10:26:55 PM): but thats what they are gunna do to it any ways
angelicscars0927 (10:27:13 PM): nuh uh they recycle and make new stuff out of them
angelicscars0927 (10:27:23 PM): thats recycling
InfmsB b y7 (10:28:25 PM): oh
InfmsB b y7 (10:28:29 PM): then what do they burn
InfmsB b y7 (10:28:29 PM): ?
angelicscars0927 (10:28:36 PM): wood? lol
angelicscars0927 (10:29:03 PM): what do YOU plan on burning?
InfmsB b y7 (10:31:46 PM): plastic
angelicscars0927 (10:32:48 PM): oh. yeah i think they do burn plastic
InfmsB b y7 (10:34:05 PM): see
InfmsB b y7 (10:34:06 PM): told u
InfmsB b y7 (10:34:10 PM): i was gunna burn plastic
angelicscars0927 (10:35:32 PM): ok go burn some plastic
angelicscars0927 (10:35:41 PM): where you gonna burn them?
InfmsB b y7 (10:36:40 PM): in a fire place
InfmsB b y7 (10:36:43 PM): or my back yard
InfmsB b y7 (10:36:56 PM): sticks and stones will solve this issue
InfmsB b y7 (10:37:46 PM): cuz i can make a bon fire in my back yard
InfmsB b y7 (10:37:53 PM): and we can burn marsh mellows with it
angelicscars0927 (10:40:30 PM): lmao
angelicscars0927 (10:40:43 PM): you have a lot of plastic to burn?
InfmsB b y7 (10:40:47 PM): yes
InfmsB b y7 (10:40:49 PM): yes i do
angelicscars0927 (10:41:04 PM): i wanna burn plastic!
angelicscars0927 (10:41:25 PM): you wanna burn marshmallows or toast them?
angelicscars0927 (10:41:29 PM): can we make smores?
InfmsB b y7 (10:43:57 PM): lol
InfmsB b y7 (10:44:07 PM): yooo i ate my first smore with richard and david like a month ago
angelicscars0927 (10:44:19 PM): lol loser
angelicscars0927 (10:44:34 PM): well make a second smore!
InfmsB b y7 (10:45:11 PM): lol
InfmsB b y7 (10:45:13 PM): k
angelicscars0927 (10:45:30 PM): ok so heres the plan. we'll burn plastic
angelicscars0927 (10:46:05 PM): and get the crackers chocolate and marshmallow and make smores
InfmsB b y7 (10:46:22 PM): k
InfmsB b y7 (10:46:26 PM): next year
angelicscars0927 (10:46:31 PM): wtf
angelicscars0927 (10:46:44 PM): what happened to this year?
InfmsB b y7 (10:46:54 PM): idk
InfmsB b y7 (10:47:02 PM): i feel like it should be planned out more
InfmsB b y7 (10:47:08 PM): this smore idea cant fail
InfmsB b y7 (10:47:14 PM): lol i dont want u to get caught
angelicscars0927 (10:47:19 PM): you're serious? lol
angelicscars0927 (10:47:23 PM): i was kidding the whole time
InfmsB b y7 (10:48:45 PM): damn
InfmsB b y7 (10:48:53 PM): i thought u were planning it
angelicscars0927 (10:49:09 PM): i would if i could
InfmsB b y7 (10:49:22 PM): its possible
InfmsB b y7 (10:49:27 PM): go to the library lol
angelicscars0927 (10:49:40 PM): wouldnt it have to be a night time kind of thing?
InfmsB b y7 (10:50:53 PM): well we can all wear sunglasses to get that night time thing into affect
angelicscars0927 (10:52:12 PM): lol but if everyone is supposed to be here in order to do this then how will the me going to the library plan gonna work..cause there wont be school..
InfmsB b y7 (10:52:35 PM): friday
angelicscars0927 (10:53:26 PM): gee you think of everything lol
InfmsB b y7 (10:53:47 PM): lol
InfmsB b y7 (10:53:55 PM): or monday when they are on holiday
angelicscars0927 (10:54:27 PM): when they're on holiday, we'd be on holiday too though
InfmsB b y7 (10:55:45 PM): dont they have a monday off that we dont have off
InfmsB b y7 (10:55:53 PM): cuz we dont get the small holidays
angelicscars0927 (10:56:05 PM): no storrs and stamford have the same holiday
angelicscars0927 (10:56:16 PM): all uconn campuses are the same
InfmsB b y7 (10:56:31 PM): oh i was talkn about highschool
InfmsB b y7 (10:56:37 PM): but one sec let me think of something
angelicscars0927 (10:56:38 PM): oh!
angelicscars0927 (10:56:42 PM): ok
angelicscars0927 (10:58:16 PM): theres election day in november
InfmsB b y7 (10:59:10 PM): really
InfmsB b y7 (10:59:11 PM): ?
angelicscars0927 (10:59:15 PM): mhmm
angelicscars0927 (10:59:18 PM): its on a tuesday
InfmsB b y7 (10:59:33 PM): interesting
InfmsB b y7 (10:59:38 PM): is that a day that ur free?
angelicscars0927 (10:59:45 PM): i have only one morning class
angelicscars0927 (11:00:03 PM): but then how would that work? go to stamford, try to find a way back to bpt, and go back to stamford?
InfmsB b y7 (11:00:44 PM): or they come to us
angelicscars0927 (11:00:55 PM): in stamford?
InfmsB b y7 (11:02:36 PM): yes
angelicscars0927 (11:03:35 PM): how would we make smores in stamford?
angelicscars0927 (11:04:17 PM): unless you wanna use the microwave
InfmsB b y7 went away at 11:04:48 PM
InfmsB b y7 returned at 11:06:22 PM
InfmsB b y7 (11:10:23 PM): blow torch
angelicscars0927 (11:11:11 PM): you have one?
InfmsB b y7 (11:20:35 PM): no
InfmsB b y7 (11:20:37 PM): ebay
angelicscars0927 (11:20:48 PM): oh
InfmsB b y7 (11:21:12 PM): they sell everything on there
angelicscars0927 (11:21:32 PM): yeah i know
angelicscars0927 (11:23:07 PM): you'd be able to order one w/o your parents questioning?
InfmsB b y7 (11:24:19 PM): probably not
InfmsB b y7 (11:24:27 PM): i can just hide it in the basement
angelicscars0927 (11:24:56 PM): lol we'll think of something later
angelicscars0927 (11:25:19 PM): im gonna go. see you tomorrow! night!
InfmsB b y7 (11:25:45 PM): k
InfmsB b y7 (11:25:47 PM): night

CONVERASTION NUMBER 2:

Wednesday, April 15, 2009
angelicscars0927 (10:17:16 PM): hiiii wilfredooooooo!!! whats wrong with my sn number? =P
InfmsBby7 (10:17:33 PM): what does it stand for?
InfmsBby7 (10:17:46 PM): idk the numbers were mad random
angelicscars0927 (10:18:11 PM): oh lol 09 is my birthday and the 27 is a long story
InfmsBby7 (10:18:24 PM): oooh
angelicscars0927 (10:18:42 PM): yesh
InfmsBby7 (10:18:54 PM): wait so you had aim this whole time and i didnt have u as a friend?
angelicscars0927 (10:19:22 PM): yes i ALWAYS had aim and its not my fault =D
angelicscars0927 (10:19:31 PM): i thought you never had one
InfmsBby7 (10:19:34 PM): oh
angelicscars0927 (10:19:38 PM): no one ever mentioned it to me =(
InfmsBby7 (10:19:40 PM): i just currently mad one this year
InfmsBby7 (10:19:45 PM): made
angelicscars0927 (10:19:58 PM): ooh..you have an itouch?
InfmsBby7 (10:20:01 PM): like last month i think
InfmsBby7 (10:20:02 PM): yea
InfmsBby7 (10:20:09 PM): that was the reason i made it
angelicscars0927 (10:20:34 PM): oooh nice
angelicscars0927 (10:20:41 PM): so are ya ready to leave central?
InfmsBby7 (10:20:51 PM): yea i cant wait
InfmsBby7 (10:21:06 PM): i'm a miss my friends but i just wanna leave that school already
angelicscars0927 (10:21:23 PM): yeah i cant wait til you guys get up here
InfmsBby7 (10:21:26 PM): i made alot of close friends this year and they're all younger then me
angelicscars0927 (10:21:36 PM): aaww!
InfmsBby7 (10:21:38 PM): yea, its gunna be like old times
InfmsBby7 (10:22:10 PM): especially john, raymond, and kevin
angelicscars0927 (10:22:16 PM): like its good to make friends but i guess we all find out in senior year that sometimes its better not to become close to someone you know b/c then you have to leave
InfmsBby7 (10:22:26 PM): yea
InfmsBby7 (10:22:49 PM): but i dont regret getting to know them cuz they made my highschool years something to remember
angelicscars0927 (10:23:01 PM): yeah true
InfmsBby7 (10:23:15 PM): we had alot of good times this year
InfmsBby7 (10:23:35 PM): i'm actually really satisfied with my senior year
angelicscars0927 (10:23:41 PM): lol are you shocked?
InfmsBby7 (10:23:48 PM): about what?
angelicscars0927 (10:24:02 PM): do you know where they're gonna end up after high school?...are you shocked that you're satisfied with senior year?
InfmsBby7 (10:24:21 PM): idk
InfmsBby7 (10:24:24 PM): i'm not sure
InfmsBby7 (10:24:35 PM): john said he might go to the marines
angelicscars0927 (10:24:43 PM): oh besides him lol
InfmsBby7 (10:24:49 PM): kevin is really smart so he might end up in a different school than uconn
InfmsBby7 (10:24:55 PM): most likely an ivy league
InfmsBby7 (10:25:07 PM): raymond and richard might come to uconn
angelicscars0927 (10:26:30 PM): john is coming to uconn FIRST b/c i said so! lol j/p. idk. but yeah...how is kevin gonna separate from the group like that?? lol
InfmsBby7 (10:26:44 PM): idk
InfmsBby7 (10:26:53 PM): but its for his education its reasonable
InfmsBby7 (10:27:03 PM): i cant see him at uconn to be honest
InfmsBby7 (10:28:15 PM): i feel like he will be in a different school
angelicscars0927 (10:30:08 PM): yeah...=( its like the bboys are coming in by sets each year...
InfmsBby7 (10:30:24 PM): yea

WE ARE JUST WEIRD LIKE THIS:

Wednesday, April 15, 2009
BannedKey (10:36:24 PM): nuts
InfmsBby7 (10:36:27 PM): Hola
InfmsBby7 (10:36:30 PM): SEX
BannedKey (10:36:39 PM): penis in that
InfmsBby7 (10:36:44 PM): lol
angelicscars0927 (10:36:46 PM): why did i make this chat?
BannedKey (10:36:47 PM): lol
angelicscars0927 (10:36:48 PM): lol
InfmsBby7 (10:36:49 PM): id
BannedKey (10:36:53 PM): freddy ur name is pink
InfmsBby7 (10:36:54 PM): but they end up being fun
InfmsBby7 (10:36:58 PM): what?
angelicscars0927 (10:37:03 PM): what
InfmsBby7 (10:37:07 PM): its red isnt it
InfmsBby7 (10:37:12 PM): ur just color blind john lol
angelicscars0927 (10:37:16 PM): lmao
BannedKey (10:37:19 PM): on my aim its pink idk
angelicscars0927 (10:37:19 PM): i was about to say that
angelicscars0927 (10:37:25 PM): lol
BannedKey (10:38:11 PM): so patty whenare you goin to be sent out
BannedKey (10:38:19 PM): for army boot camp
angelicscars0927 (10:38:36 PM): at the end of this month
BannedKey (10:38:41 PM): ok
BannedKey (10:38:50 PM): ill write u ltters =)
BannedKey (10:38:55 PM): letters*
InfmsBby7 (10:39:17 PM): really
InfmsBby7 (10:39:28 PM): ur going to the army
angelicscars0927 (10:39:44 PM): john is a loserrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
BannedKey (10:39:45 PM): nah niggi u got played
BannedKey (10:39:49 PM): lol
InfmsBby7 (10:40:04 PM): lol
InfmsBby7 (10:40:13 PM): i dislike u john
angelicscars0927 (10:40:17 PM): lol
BannedKey (10:40:19 PM): I was telling her what to write over the phone lol
angelicscars0927 (10:40:35 PM): yeah john's stupid
BannedKey (10:40:41 PM): me lub freddy
InfmsBby7 (10:40:46 PM): lol
InfmsBby7 (10:40:50 PM): lub
BannedKey (10:40:54 PM): no paty's stupid
angelicscars0927 (10:41:20 PM): you can't even type right =P
BannedKey (10:41:27 PM): wat?
BannedKey (10:41:32 PM): i mean what?
angelicscars0927 (10:41:48 PM): my point exactly
InfmsBby7 (10:41:57 PM): lol
InfmsBby7 (10:42:00 PM): patty is right
InfmsBby7 (10:42:04 PM): patty is always right
angelicscars0927 (10:42:07 PM): =D
BannedKey (10:42:07 PM): kniw shes not
InfmsBby7 (10:42:08 PM): i still remember that
angelicscars0927 (10:42:20 PM): you cant even spell a two letter word! lol
BannedKey (10:42:30 PM): know u cant
InfmsBby7 (10:43:04 PM): no u cant*
BannedKey (10:43:24 PM): patty! freddy's girlfriend is pregnant
angelicscars0927 (10:43:39 PM): how are you able to spell pregnant but not "no"?
BannedKey (10:44:00 PM): cause i used google
InfmsBby7 (10:44:02 PM): lol
InfmsBby7 (10:44:04 PM): lmao
BannedKey (10:44:14 PM): I search and it corrected me
InfmsBby7 (10:44:14 PM): sorry patty
InfmsBby7 (10:44:17 PM): i made a mistake
angelicscars0927 (10:44:56 PM): you what?!
angelicscars0927 (10:45:08 PM): john, next time you should just search the easier words
InfmsBby7 (10:45:10 PM): john said it
angelicscars0927 (10:45:13 PM): lol
InfmsBby7 (10:45:18 PM): i thought u knew
angelicscars0927 (10:45:42 PM): no i thought john would tell me
BannedKey (10:45:55 PM): patty
angelicscars0927 (10:46:00 PM): what
BannedKey (10:46:07 PM): what?
angelicscars0927 (10:46:24 PM): idk you typed my name
InfmsBby7 (10:46:49 PM): yea
angelicscars0927 (10:46:53 PM): wilfredo why are you friends with john?
InfmsBby7 (10:46:55 PM): i thought john told u
InfmsBby7 (10:46:58 PM): idk
InfmsBby7 (10:47:01 PM): good question
angelicscars0927 (10:47:02 PM): me neither
angelicscars0927 (10:47:04 PM): lol
InfmsBby7 (10:47:06 PM): i ask my self that alot
InfmsBby7 (10:47:07 PM): lol
angelicscars0927 (10:47:09 PM): same here
BannedKey (10:47:11 PM): -_-
BannedKey (10:47:21 PM): u guys are gay
BannedKey (10:47:43 PM): niggau want?
angelicscars0927 (10:47:54 PM): see! still cant type!
BannedKey (10:47:54 PM): nigga what you want*
angelicscars0927 (10:47:55 PM): lol
InfmsBby7 (10:48:25 PM): lol
angelicscars0927 (10:48:25 PM): john's burping in the phone
angelicscars0927 (10:48:27 PM): =\
InfmsBby7 (10:48:29 PM): john i love u no homo
BannedKey (10:48:30 PM): no..
InfmsBby7 (10:48:32 PM): lol
BannedKey (10:48:37 PM): i love u too
BannedKey (10:48:39 PM): homo
angelicscars0927 (10:48:46 PM): and you said we're gay john
BannedKey (10:48:47 PM): =)
angelicscars0927 (10:48:54 PM): do you read what you type?! lol
InfmsBby7 (10:48:55 PM): lol
InfmsBby7 (10:48:58 PM): no
BannedKey (10:49:23 PM): so yea
BannedKey (10:49:31 PM): hows everyone's day today?
BannedKey (10:49:50 PM): guees what?
angelicscars0927 (10:49:52 PM): ive been on the phone with you for the past hour and a half and you ask
BannedKey (10:49:53 PM): I don't care
angelicscars0927 (10:50:03 PM): he still cant type
BannedKey (10:50:07 PM): omg
angelicscars0927 (10:50:08 PM): guees
angelicscars0927 (10:50:14 PM): anywaaaysss
BannedKey (10:50:16 PM): its cause I'm typing with one hand
angelicscars0927 (10:50:25 PM): so how have you been WILFREDO?
angelicscars0927 (10:50:31 PM): w/e john
InfmsBby7 (10:50:36 PM): goooood
BannedKey (10:50:41 PM): he's lying
BannedKey (10:50:47 PM): its horrible
InfmsBby7 (10:50:48 PM): sorry i'm goooooooooood
angelicscars0927 (10:50:53 PM): lol such a long one word reply
InfmsBby7 (10:50:54 PM): i have one leg now
angelicscars0927 (10:51:02 PM): john's losing limbs by the minute apparently
InfmsBby7 (10:51:11 PM): i fell of a tree
InfmsBby7 (10:51:13 PM): and i lost a leg
angelicscars0927 (10:51:17 PM): lmao
BannedKey (10:51:24 PM): he's serious...
angelicscars0927 (10:51:29 PM): mad random much
BannedKey (10:51:39 PM): No he really has one leg
angelicscars0927 (10:51:47 PM): just like you?
BannedKey (10:51:56 PM): uh...
BannedKey (10:51:59 PM): idk
InfmsBby7 (10:52:07 PM): thank you for laughing at my one leg issue
angelicscars0927 (10:52:33 PM): lol im not laughing at it...=X
angelicscars0927 (10:52:43 PM): im just....doubting it =D
InfmsBby7 (10:53:10 PM): oh
InfmsBby7 (10:53:16 PM): that hurts right here
InfmsBby7 (10:53:21 PM): i'm pointing at my lef
InfmsBby7 (10:53:22 PM): leg
BannedKey (10:53:30 PM): lol!!!
angelicscars0927 (10:53:34 PM): lol man i miss you guys
BannedKey (10:54:24 PM): i miss u girls too
angelicscars0927 (10:54:37 PM): i dont blame wilfredo if he doesnt miss you
angelicscars0927 (10:54:41 PM): since he's stuck with you still
angelicscars0927 (10:54:46 PM): and since you called him a girl
BannedKey (10:54:59 PM): well hes just not just any girl
BannedKey (10:55:02 PM): hes a hot girl
BannedKey (10:55:11 PM): with big boobs
angelicscars0927 (10:55:12 PM): i thought you were gonna say he's your girl
BannedKey (10:55:17 PM): lol
BannedKey (10:55:20 PM): i wished
InfmsBby7 (10:55:30 PM): wait
InfmsBby7 (10:55:33 PM): i'm not a girl
angelicscars0927 (10:55:39 PM): lmao
InfmsBby7 (10:55:41 PM): i leave this convo for ten seconds and i'm a girl
angelicscars0927 (10:55:43 PM): i hope not
InfmsBby7 (10:55:46 PM): i see how it is guys
angelicscars0927 (10:55:55 PM): i was trying to tell john but nooo he's colorbind and genderblind
BannedKey (10:55:56 PM): yea u guys
InfmsBby7 (10:57:01 PM): lol
InfmsBby7 (10:57:09 PM): john is genderblin
InfmsBby7 (10:57:10 PM): d
angelicscars0927 (10:58:08 PM): wilfredo we're going ice skating during your sss
InfmsBby7 (10:58:18 PM): really
InfmsBby7 (10:58:24 PM): how can i go i'll be in sss
angelicscars0927 (10:58:39 PM): you'll be able to, trust me
BannedKey (10:58:41 PM): sss?
angelicscars0927 (10:58:43 PM): ice skating is on campus
angelicscars0927 (10:58:47 PM): the summer program, john
InfmsBby7 (10:59:01 PM): oh
angelicscars0927 (10:59:32 PM): yes, but it might be quite a walk...
InfmsBby7 (11:00:00 PM): damn how far
angelicscars0927 (11:00:11 PM): about 20 mins...
angelicscars0927 (11:00:26 PM): from where you guys will be staying...well 20-30 mins
InfmsBby7 (11:00:39 PM): damn
InfmsBby7 (11:00:48 PM): thats like walkin to raymond house from my house
BannedKey (11:01:12 PM): have you scene my penis?
(I HAVE)
I know you have, cause that shit is bomb
My dicks got more friends then Tom
angelicscars0927 (11:01:22 PM): uh idk where your's or his house is
angelicscars0927 (11:01:36 PM): john's talking to himself in the im he just typed lol
angelicscars0927 (11:01:39 PM): he answered himself
InfmsBby7 (11:02:09 PM): lol
BannedKey (11:03:23 PM): uh
BannedKey (11:03:28 PM): =/
InfmsBby7 (11:03:41 PM): u answered ur penis question
InfmsBby7 (11:03:51 PM): u one about u having a small pieve
InfmsBby7 (11:03:54 PM): peice
InfmsBby7 (11:03:58 PM): remember
BannedKey (11:04:20 PM): oh.. yea i forgot
InfmsBby7 (11:04:31 PM): lol
InfmsBby7 (11:04:40 PM): what happen to kevin after volleyball
BannedKey (11:04:53 PM): he went to have sex with lita
BannedKey (11:05:01 PM): (no lie)
InfmsBby7 (11:05:20 PM): u serious
InfmsBby7 (11:05:22 PM): lol
InfmsBby7 (11:05:29 PM): that man just cant get enough of her
BannedKey (11:05:37 PM): lol
BannedKey (11:05:59 PM): well i gotta wake up early for practice tomorrow so
angelicscars0927 (11:06:05 PM): ok guys im gonna go too cause i have class
BannedKey (11:06:06 PM): I'll talk to you 2 later
BannedKey (11:06:14 PM): patty is lying
BannedKey (11:06:20 PM): she wants to talk to her boyfriend
angelicscars0927 (11:06:26 PM): who is that john?
InfmsBby7 (11:06:28 PM): lol
angelicscars0927 (11:06:32 PM): cause i didnt know i had one
InfmsBby7 (11:06:36 PM): k
InfmsBby7 (11:06:39 PM): bye guys
InfmsBby7 (11:06:45 PM): we need more chat sessions
BannedKey (11:06:47 PM): well shes know how i am talking about lol
InfmsBby7 (11:06:49 PM): night night
angelicscars0927 (11:06:52 PM): yes we do and goodnight
BannedKey (11:06:53 PM): yea i know lol
angelicscars0927 (11:07:01 PM): john still wants to talk lol
BannedKey (11:07:02 PM): night guy and girl
angelicscars0927 (11:07:05 PM): byeee
InfmsBby7 (11:07:09 PM): bye
BannedKey (11:07:12 PM): bye'
InfmsBby7 (11:07:14 PM): bye

My family

THIS IS LIKE THE ONLY PIC I CAN FIND THAT ALMOST EVERYONE IS IN IT....HONESTLY ITS HARD TO GET ALL THESE ASIANS IN ONE SPOT. I WAS LUCKY TO GET THIS PHOTO.

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All my close friends:
Carol, Dan, John, Kevin, Selina, Richard, Tedah, Bryan, Johnny, Christina, Samson, David, Jocelyn, Raymund, Jesse, jay, Duc,Patty, Tony,and Robby

All these people are very important and influenced me to become the person I am today. I owe them a lot. Even though a lot of stupid stuff has happened in the past we learned how to forgive each other and move on to become better friends.
"no matter what happens or how much you hate each other a family always comes back because no matter how hard you try your always drawn to one another"
The truth is everytime I leave i feel like I'm always welcome even if i been gone for a really long period of time. I spend more time with my friends than i do with my own sisters and cousins, which is bad, but the truth. I'm not asian, but they do make me feel like i do belong :).

Why tumblr, why?

I spent a good half hour looking at the tumblr thingy trying to figure out how you blog....then I came across this blog site which is lik 34314323 times easier, thank you Melanie Lol. Well, As of today, I officially have an issue with old ladies crossing the street. Due to the fact an old granny popped out of no where to cross the street. I guess if your pushing a pink stroller across the street you become invincible to any car coming your way....or at least thats what she thought. So besides the suicidal old lady today my day was good. I worked out till I couldnt move which is a good thing yet bad at the same time....cuz it sucks when u lift a water bottle and ur hand shakes for no reason lol.....well thats all for today tune in next time.....HI MELANIE, I KNOW UR GUNNA READ THIS SOON. LOL


OH YEA, HERE IS A LITTE SOMETHING ABOUT ME: